5 months ago
God forgive me for what I'm about to say, but the music video for Xiu Xiu's 'Common Loon' has introduced me to new ways of experiencing arousal. Rather than featuring a young lady, it showcases a mature woman expressing herself in various settings and revealing outfits. The video masterfully blends the grotesque, the comedic, and the erotic, creating a unique, titillating, and unsettling atmosphere. I feel a deep sense of guilt, as this has uncovered a facet of my sexuality that I wasn't aware of before, and I worry about what that means for me.